I'm going gaga over lady gaga's weeeeird songs. haha. nevermind. so there was this song called Video Phone(?) by Beyonce and Lady gaga. They make the most hillariaous combo, man! Like, Beyonce's is curvy,dark and sultry. And gaga is thin,white and so weird. And when they like dance tgt, it was hillarious. lol. but the MV is uber um... Vanessa's bro's gonna like it,I guess. And there's this song called "Remember December" by Demi Lovato.It's aweeeesome. The MV was damn emo-ish/80s but still it was niiice. And i'm spend these days watching Wizards of waverly place on net. they're damn funny-the episodes. esp, 3rd season, i luv the vampire vs. wizards thing and the vamp girl juliet-justin's Girlf. so cute.
anyways. Talking about good stuff, i'm almost done with HW. still got 3 tamil story reveiws. but then again, i always copy tamil HW. I know*guilty*. so i'll probably end up doin them on 1st jan. i mean its ony 3.Right? they're 10% of CA1 though. grrr.
so bringing in the bad side,i'm royally pissed with my rents. they alway always always always always always always always always x 653773465345327583766347347 push every blame onto me. I hate this I hate this. god why msut they be such meanieeees. i din even do much. everytime support that stupid ass brother oof mine(I still have not talked to him). GRRRRR.
Anyways, for people who loved my hair(MZ), bad news.... ....IMMA GONNA CUT MY HAIR!!! YES!!!I'm takin half of it away.WHOOO! I'm gonna get a collar-bone length, layered V cut! Since my layers are stuck and they refuse to, like grow out, I'm just gettin a V cut. This was because, I had to give hair when we go to Thirupati(sort of like a sacrifice , I guess) and so we usually give three fists length-which makes my hair collar bone length. then I'm gonna get it cut. YAY!
Still, they havent talked about contacts. I am very sad to say, my dad hates the idea of cntacts. god my rents are the most overprotective people ever. I have to convince my dad somehow. My plan is when they get my bro spectacles(new pair), I'm just going to ask him to look at them. I dunno. I guess i'm stuck being the ugly ugly spectacled person. grrr.
I WANT CONTACTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and good news folks, There's aloe on top of our house. And my leg pain is gettin lesser.
My little brother held a matchstick when I was asleep he dropped it for fun and look what he had done i woke up screaming "AHHHH" grnama and ma rushed from afar they scold him and gave me a cream i put it it pains like shit
then they forgot all about me i went up to the rooftop nearly killed me then thought better and completed the maths work for md.hee still upset over it I became fuglier not the ugly duckling the burnt mark is white just over my eyebrow its so obvious on my black skin I am sooo hating it
got my sistas on MSN telling me its kay Nessy cheers me up sayin her bro is a aunty denise loves my writing the story i'm working my leg is also paining cos i fell down from my uncles motorcycle its apining very big i hope i dont misss drills i wanna do the formation thigy(s0 BADLY)
people does the skin grow back on the place where it got burnt OFF?if it doesnt i'm killing my bro(he still ahvent apologise) Vanessa thinks it'll go away by prom but i want it to be gone now im really sad why of all people me emotional breakdown and suicidal thoughts
huh.
SO EVERYONE HELP ME AND TELL ME HOW LONG IT TAKES.Its not even a scar yet. Still raw. SO the skin has to grow and then the scar has to heal. AND i'll always be the ugly duckling without the happy ending.
Damn I want to watch new moon!But then I can't. They ain't showing New Moon here. They're showing the DUBBED version of new moon. someone say EW? yes. (I can't believe JH actually 'liked' that) It's so horrible! how can they DUB new moon in telugu?!?!? It's gonna spoil the whole mivie. And I cant hear TL's voice. :(
I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon. I wanna see new moon.
EDIT:THANKS TO JH NOW I GOT THE LINK!!!YESSSS!!!
ARGH!!
Anybody who has the free links.GIVE THEM to me. Basically even my bro likess the twilight series now. he wants to watch twilight now.
Anyways,we went toyaarada beach and hill and kailashagiri with uncle's family and srujana,harsha and they all(the people who taught me cycle) and vizag. We shopped and we like, travelled 8 different shops to find my pretty ghagra(ok,its not a lehenga but still, its gorge!!It's purple and cream and embriodery-ed.And I just loove the cloth.I mean, I actually have athing for BANARAS cloth anyways.) then my gnapa(dad's pa) fell down the stairs and he's so strong he still says he's ok. gotta admire his willpower.but now he's in the hospital's casuality getting treated.still.He's so strong!long live granpa!!
Ans then we went to lalitha pinni's house and saw my cute lil cousin.God she's soo fair and fat and chubby.haha.ILLY!!
then watched 2012(The best WE movie ever!) and gosh, we were like so in awe.You know, the part where they stil survived though the world eneded. It's still not the end.It's a new begining. Ah.gotta love it. I loved the adrian(??) character. Such a human. This movie gives you hope. My mama is strong believer that we'll be kaboom in 2012. But seriously, if she' watched it, she'd get some hope. lol. oh and awesome graphics,yeah.
then went to latha atha's house, ate, saw 15 mn of a telugu movie(aarya 2) and saw babloo(damn he's so booring now.He wont play with us already.sad D:)
And then I got my first half-blouse(um...) LOL. It's something right? LOL. Now can wear half-sari. It's quite scary.
Oh well. nevermind.
Oh and I'm so efing angry that they seperated Andra pradesh and telangana. W.T.F!
I HATE KCR!!!GO to hell man! He kena fast for 11 days and they give him half of my state! I bet they're gonna take Hydrabad. But HOW CAN THEY????!?????!?!?!?
PLEASE DONT GIVE TELANGANA HYDRABAD! GOD! WHY do they want to seperate AP? STUPID *******. SO much of Justice and fairness huh? ANd sonia gandhi,how could she even agree to give Telengana?? Why, everything is about politics. Shit you politics! GRRRRR... Now, if they take Hydrabad, AP's gonna loose some income. and we're gonna die in poverty. ****!
Sighs. Oh man. Can't people stay united?
It's not end of the world yet. It's not the end. Yet.
And I fell from the bicycle.In the grass. And It didn't even happen when I was speeding like shit.It happened when I was being S-L-O-W. GRRRR. I purposely got lost and found my way back with the bus driver getting angry.haha.I'm such a sadist. Went to Anakapalli(our village :D ) and bot me a nice ghagra(yeah,still no lehenga) Did some restictching on it.Cos sequins were falling out. It's green,white,big nad sparkly. Still not my dream thought. Pfft. Tomorrow going Vizag to get some dresses made. It's so boring nowadays. Dunno what to Blog. My daily routine: eat, 15 min of computer,cycle,embrioder my clothes,study and sleep. and HBO. I watched so mnay movies. Soooo many(The clique, Alien Cargo,I know who killed me, Matrix,Omen IV,Superman and ect.) Anyways, I found my Ipod wire.YAY.one nice thingy.
I think People are gonna forget me already. zzz.My lil cousins have proved to be rather entertaining. But I'm rarely speaking and mostly putting my eyes to exercise.
I missed AMB POP,and gonna miss the farewell.OH man.I miss you guys x 1232764652345463536457. :( And OH SHIT I'm so uber sad for JL.Kena whacked like!!! And those nice nice songs they are playing now... haha.I always miss good stuff. I have shit luck.
I wish you'd talk to me everyday.Like we used. Isn't it sad hwen people change and act like those happy moments then never happened?I call them cowards.
Today is MAMA's Birthday! Happy birthday.Got her a sari:)) Im broke but well, Its the thought that counts(LIKE MZ SAYS)
Still pretty bummed out cos I didnt get my preetyyy dress. No shop had clothes for a 14-year-old-girl. OMG. Like,why??? JUST MY LUCK! So we're gonna go somewhere tomorrow. It's getting colder here.Brr. My fingers are ice-ed. I still have to put up the wedding and granpa's B'day. I think I'm gonna cut down on the pix.
Oh no. I think I can't dance for the chingay thingy. Absolute sadness. :(( Boo.I mean, Imma gonna miss 9 FREAKIN SESSIONS. Ohhh nooo. Holy shit. Why oh why?!!?? Ms.Leow said I'll just be a motivator instead. Heh. Motivator. heh. Aiya I just don't have any luck. Now I'm eating something called "OSURUKAI" It apparently has the equivalent amt of Vit C as 10 KG of grapes. LOL. And my grandmama is making me put something everyday morning. It's pretty fun. The Skin is getting some TLC finally LOL. Oh and thanks to my cousins Srujana,Harsha and their bros... I finally can Cycle(please dont laugh!) I can go fast/turn/brake on time/brake when I'm fast/cycle on speedbreakers/on main roads/bumps. good ehh? Ha. And this time I nearly died. One stupid man never honk so i didn't know he was behind me. Then he just zoom past me. We missed collision by 1 inch and thanks to my braking. And he still swear at me some more. What a btch.
haiz. Tomorrow going to shop for my pretteyy dress. LOL> I probably won't get it anyway. I have an awful shit for luck. I'm still getting beaten up by my brother. WHY ARE BROTHERS SUCH a PAIN??
Sets are getting more and more annoying. I still have all the b's and 6a and 7a. Shitzzz. AND WHY MUST MR U GIVE US TAMIL HOMEWORK?? SO extra!
Photos laterz. Eh people come online!!! Cos in December I'll be totally AWOL from internet(Pilligrimage) SO COME AND TALK TO ME! you think what?Perini go India,can get rid of her issit? No no. TOK TO MOI!
My mama still scolds me and I wake up to beatings/bashing-ups/painful slaps. So much for vacation. The only fun thing: I'm cycling again after my sad chin injury from 3 years back.I'm still a bit scared.You know, I keep thinking of how to stop the Bike(Cos if I had stopped properly earlier on, I wouldn't have fallen in the drain and gotten 7 stitches) So even before I ride it, I'm braking. I'm forgetting the whole, "life is about struggles..." thing. So my grandpa, who is a SMOKER says I gotta overcome my fear and have confidence. But... He is hypocritical: He wont quit smoking and overcome HIS addiction and HE is telling me. It was sorta funny. I guess. But then one fine day, I took out my lil cousin's bike and started practicing on my own and YES I GOT IT! Now I can ride the big scary looking cycle and the only thing i'm still shitty at... I cant TURN safely. D:
The people riding with me are so scared I might bang into them.HAHA. But seriously, I keep going to fast and when there is a turn I just brake suddenly. So I'm practicing cycling everyday from 5-7. BUT WHY DO I FEEL SO DREADFUL OF CYCLING? AT 5 PM everyday, I keep groaning. Maybe, I dont like cycling(BUT I LOOOOVE CYCLING!) So I dont understand why I dead going cycling at 5 pm.It's so stupid. Haiz.Why is life full of stuff you cant explain.Puzzlinggg.
And basically, Yesterday was the wedding.Great BLING on the bride and everyone else.Dazzling saris and I was made to wear EXTENT IONS and tie hair bells(I KNOW...IT'S THE TRADITION DE..), and put on dunnohowmucha jewelery. So people looked at me so weiredly. My other relative reckons they were in awe to see me. =.= LOL. My *** , they were in awe. met lotsa relatives and the food was superb. I looved the naan and cottage-cheese curry.
And I was assigned to spray panneer at people. It was...new. I was never asked to do that before. Oh and the bride and the groom make a cute couple. :)
Then I realised, My Caste people(NO MATTER HOW NICE) really want fair,beautiful, long and thick haired,long nose-ed(LOL),big eye-ed women. So I am really in big trouble.I cant check any.LOL.haha. No wonder my mom hates me.
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Idiot man!What's with the long hair man! :( Whatever.The next door aunty somemore say what...I LOOK UGLY. STUPID! I know, but she needn't shove it down my face! but then, my whole family keep complaining that I look ugly ect. everyday. I cant stand it. And I have an EFFING limit to computer usage. WHY?!??!!?!?!?
ARGH!
And MATHS IS SO STUPID!I HATE SETS!
Today went to serve my grndpa lunch.He fed me some yogurt rice(HE LIKEY!LOL) and How come no body even cares about him anymore?They just leave him alone in the house. SHIT THEM!
ANd oh yeah, I'm getting real famous here for my mehendi outting power. People kept asking me to put for them yesterday. Someone asked me if I CHARGE for it. Woudn't THAT be cool?
Peace.
My tears are hidden. But they are always there. I miss you.
Dancing Gold
The person who cant pronounce W right.
Once in never gonna get out-I'll be obsessed with it.
<3 chocolate,music and ice-cream:)
Just roam around.
